I am sorry

My heart flips,

does tricks,

for you.

Making me feel

unreliable,

useless.

But most of all

miserable.

Those three

simple words

can bring me

to my knees

crying please

not another sound.

“I am sorry.”

How can you

easily sway

what I have to say

with those words?

Time comes

to a rest

with my

final breath

as I say

“I am sorry..”


Sorry that i haven’t been on in forever. Computer broke..


Love hurts

Ill never really mean anything to you until you’re completely over her. </3


My scars

My scars.
They are what hold me together
from when I try to unwind myself.
Self inflicted,
bitches that stay.
They never go away.
Under certain circumstances
will anyone ever see them.
I have them hidden away.
For another day.
To relive what I feel,
felt.
Fell apart.
Couldn’t hide it.
Didn’t deny it.
Some are self inflicted.
Others are just there.
Others were made
by the people who care.
But one by one
here they are.
They’ve came about.


I dare you to


            ::Gather::
    your hurtful words you wish to use on me.
            ~Lather~
    me in the pain you dare to unleash on me.
            -I dare you to-
            Drag me down
    with you, and I will pull myself up and leave.
            If I am bound
    to you, it won’t matter. I will be gone in
                        *SECONDS*
            -I dare you to-
What if
    I paint you
        a pretty
            picture?
                Will that
                    satisfy
                        your needs?
                        Or do I
                    have to
                continue
            to plead
        with you
    to fully
understand?
                        Whatever
                    it is that
                you need,
            I’m always
        here for
    you to
take.
Maybe
    it is
        because
            I love
                you ♥
                    Always
                        have.
                        Always
                    will. ♥
            But still
            -I dare you to-
        cross me again, and see if I don’t go,
            ╚Adiós amigo╚


Am I a toy to
-play with? Hell to the no, BITCH!!
I’m meant for no one!


Peaceful thoughts spring,
            run,
                jump into,
                    upon,
                    through my head
leaving me giddy,
        angry,
            hurt.
These thoughts of you never tire,
                bore,
                going throughout my core.
How do I explain the pleasure,
                pain,
                    -pleasurable pain?-
                you bring me?
            I don’t.
For I cannot explain you,
    will not explain you.
        When you can’t explain you,
                    nor me, either.


loozerduckling:

Sorry it’s taken me forever to post these! I’ve been caught up in Life, but now I’ve finally got a break so there will be a few audio posts tonight…

This post is written by the lovely getreadyfornothing :)

Lovers’ Tango

I’ll sit awake,
for days,
for you.
Waiting and waiting
for your
return.
Waiting for
your sweet,
tender lips
to move unstable,
unstoppable,
constant
with mine.
Waiting for
your arms
to engulf me.
Engulf,
surround,
my compound.
Your wants
and needs.
Coexisting
with mine.
Meeting your standards
and you,
fulfilling mine.
Come with me.
Come away and be free.
Stay at my place.
Maybe give into the chase.
Faster and
faster
we’ll run away from,
towards to,
each other,
one another.
Lover’s tango.

Original piece can be found here.

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You’ve done an amazing job at this <3
Thank you so very much!


His scent lingers on
-my skin. My sacred sin. I’m
-here for him to hold.


I don&#8217;t cut anymore, but I am depressed and I don&#8217;t usually eat everyday. If I do, it&#8217;s usually only once. I don&#8217;t understand what&#8217;s really wrong, or at least I don&#8217;t anymore. I do self harm myself, but I punch walls and trees and shit like that.

I don’t cut anymore, but I am depressed and I don’t usually eat everyday. If I do, it’s usually only once. I don’t understand what’s really wrong, or at least I don’t anymore. I do self harm myself, but I punch walls and trees and shit like that.

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